Karee dan Crap nya

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27 December 2012

this one is for you (and me)


im a nervous wreck for wht may come next week. Probably will google in  a bit on "wht to expect on the first day of school"

yes, you heard me right.
Ashraff will be going to school starting next week.
A proper wake -early-in -the morning-on-a-bus-to-class-and-back-with homework shall start for ashraff next week.

and so im the nervous wreck. i feel so unprepared.

wht happens if he doesn't want to wake up early and shower?
wht if he doesn't catch things as as i expect him to be?
or worst wht if he hates school?
and worst

wht if i decided to stay with him in class?!!!!


ive got to stay calm. i hvnt told anyone the anxiety i have in me.
The idea of letting my son with strangers for a couple of hours, then get a stranger send him back...
i still think its too early..althou at the back of my head, the time will come anyways, might as well deal with it.
ish...




1 comment:

tiniemainy said...

hahaha,i pun rasa macam tu masa nak hantar my 4d ke skool...and u know what...i still rasa nebes' sbb daenial start std 1 soonnnn!!!!!
dont worry babe,ash akan suka skool,ash akan biasa nanti utk bangun pagi and shower....jangan nanti mama ash yg tak sanggup nak tinggalkan ash ya....hehehe...